A Room of Our Own
We moved into this apartment
On an April morning, when
a bell from the Norwegian church
across our street,
with a drawing of a caged bird
on its tinted blue glass door,
woke us up.
I walked to the window,
to see the street below when,
a storm of yellow pollen
blew across, from a lonely tree
in bloom.
I undressed under the shower
as you changed the shower curtains.
Old memories, caught in the drain,
like hair in a tub, slipped away.
New rooms are new beginnings.
You told me how time slowed here:
The light outside our windows,
still with no curtains,
streamed in,
and hurt your eyes.
I told you to wait,
It is only our second day here,
I too felt it,
like chia seeds in milk,
time swelled and stood still.
With a wet napkin,
I cleaned the door knob
when I imagined the face of our old tenant
with a Chinese name that I could not pronounce
His fingerprints all over the door.
You wiped the shelves clean
for your books to find their home
You eagerly set up
that room of your own
While in clutter,
I sought myself.
We wandered, like water birds,
from room to room,
unused to its new smell.
Someday,
you and I will remember
to walk into each other
to find that lost key
to a room where
we once found love.
published in The Palm Leaf, UK, October 2018